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Monday, February 4th, 2008

7:41 pm

After today my dad officially doesn't exist to me after i call his phone tomorrow and leave the most mean, and threatening voicemail and say so many things i want to say to him, he will be dead to me. the secrets just keep coming out but this one is a slap in the face
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Saturday, February 17th, 2007

6:34 pm

I wonder if i will ever learn from my past mistakes Probably not I say fuck it i do what i wany bitch PEACE
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Monday, December 25th, 2006

2:15 am

2007 Nissan Frontier My Christmas Present :) i am pretty damn stoked!!!!! current mood: jubilant
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Monday, August 14th, 2006

1:00 pm

First day back not bad
friends in all of my classes, so this year is looking to be good
But now that i have this extra 2 hours in my day i have no idea what to do. Maybe get a job? Do homework? Sit on my ass & watch tv & get fat? sleep? i really don't know but i'll figure it out

I think i'm going to enjoy this last year of my high school career.
I'm out
Peace

current mood:

productive
current music: none

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Saturday, August 12th, 2006

12:33 am

Ummm I don't know what to think anymore about you that is Let's just say i've hit that stage in my life where I just don't give a fuck about a lot of things anymore. I just typed a whole paragraph but i just deleted it all There's just some thoughts that are too personal for livejournal Hmm well i'm out PEACE current mood: mellow current music: 50 cent
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006

10:02 am

I really wish my computer in my room worked, cuz every time i wanna write something down in here it's in the middle of the night when i wanna get thoughts out but tehre is no one up nor around to get them out too.

I seriously think Livejournal jinxes me, whenever i write down something that i aspire to do, it never happens. What a bitch!!!

Anyways
good day everyone
PEACE

current mood:

OooooOOOOOOoooooo
current music: The Classic Crime

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Thursday, July 27th, 2006

7:08 pm

Wow i find myself overbooking on plans tonight But now i think i'm just gonna chill with ryley, whom i haven't seen in about.........2 weeks I think i'm becoming pretty content with how things are going with my life currently And i'm finding answers to my many unanswered questions Well time to have fun Peace current mood: content current music: Young Dro
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Monday, July 24th, 2006

5:12 pm

Is it jealousy??? Ya i'm sure it is, but let's not call it that Let's call it hatred just cuz it makes me feel better. Well this week should be entertainingly busy and summer is almost over, what the fuck??? I wana get fucked up hardcore before it's over PEACE current mood: amused current music: cousins screaming
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Sunday, July 16th, 2006

10:58 pm

So summer school is finally over
i passed that shit with a 92 bitch

umm cousin is coming in this week
which means i gotta give up my room dammit
but i leave for Colorado the same day they arrive
for some gay ass wedding
FUN

several things have definitely changed so far this summer
i hope they all remain good, positive changes & not negatives ones that will put a damper on the rest of my summer

well that's all
peaceeeee

current mood:

blah
current music: South park

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Tuesday, July 11th, 2006

6:58 am

The latest trend seems to be everyone getting grounded
fucking losers

I get to go to Cozumel in either February or March
my parents said i can bring someone along
but i have no idea who
I want someone to go with me dammit

Hmm i'm gona be late for school
Thank God it ends this Thursday
and i can finally sleep every day for once

Hmm i'm goin on....4 days now i think
on that "promise"

well that;s all peace

current mood:

complacent
current music: The Strokes

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Sunday, July 9th, 2006

1:20 pm

Well
lastnight was something that i needed
even though beer is not my ideal choice of alcoholic beverage
Thank you Chris

And i also told myself that i would not put myself in a certain situation. Well i'm going back on my word & gonna do exactly what i told myself not to do

sometimes i just can't help myself though

p.s. I miss mi hermana!

current mood:

calm
current music: currently none

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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006

3:30 pm

BFF's?? current mood: contemplative current music: Saosin
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Friday, June 30th, 2006

6:35 pm

She's starting to piss me off FUCk i need a drink current mood: predatory current music: Lil John
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11:30 am

i have no idea what i've been doing lately i haven't been thinking about things at all i'm just living life and letting it take me to wherever i'm just going with it and honestly i love it but as a result i've realized i am making extremely stupid decisions lately maybe i'll do something about it after summer ends current mood: okay current music: Norma Jean
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Sunday, June 25th, 2006

5:31 pm

Charles Maez there you go again being a fucking whore .....but i can't help it Now i'm gonna leave to play in this lovely weather peace current mood: chipper current music: Juliana Theory
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Saturday, June 24th, 2006

11:43 am

You'll be sorry when I'm gone Fucker! current mood: cranky current music: derrrrr
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Thursday, June 15th, 2006

1:27 pm

I have a lot of crap to dish out right now but i'm gonna keep my mouth shut right now.

HOW THE FUCK DO I GET DRESSCODED AT SUMMER SCHOOL! all those principals are fucking ridiculous.

I get bored with routine
I fucking hate it
This town is seriously dead

and i have a question
Is it possible to have so much hatred for someone but yet you love them at the same time?

hmm
peace

current mood:

irritated
current music: my super mario ringtone

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Tuesday, May 30th, 2006

10:47 pm

hmmm tomorrow should be fun so should the rest of the week, and the weekend oooooh boyyyy current mood: optimistic current music: television
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Monday, May 15th, 2006

10:31 pm

it's been awhile i'll have a more interesting update when i actually feel like telling you people what's going on with me current mood: blank current music: Funeral for a Friend
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Saturday, May 6th, 2006

10:40 pm

The best thing happened to me today/tonight i finally found the change i need current mood: hopeful current music: Angels & Airwaves
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