Some Will Seek Forgiveness

charlester @ 2008-02-04T19:41:00

2008-02-05T02:43:06Z

After today my dad officially doesn't exist to me
after i call his phone tomorrow and leave the most mean, and threatening voicemail and say so many things i want to say to him, he will be dead to me.

the secrets just keep coming out

but this one is a slap in the face

charlester @ 2007-02-17T18:34:00

2007-02-18T01:35:11Z

I wonder if i will ever learn from my past mistakes

Probably not
I say fuck it
i do what i wany bitch

PEACE

charlester @ 2006-12-25T02:15:00

2006-12-25T09:15:00Z

2007 Nissan Frontier

My Christmas Present

:) i am pretty damn stoked!!!!!

charlester @ 2006-08-14T13:00:00

2006-08-14T20:05:44Z

First day back not bad
friends in all of my classes, so this year is looking to be good
But now that i have this extra 2 hours in my day i have no idea what to do. Maybe get a job? Do homework? Sit on my ass & watch tv & get fat? sleep? i really don't know but i'll figure it out

I think i'm going to enjoy this last year of my high school career.
I'm out
Peace

charlester @ 2006-08-12T00:33:00

2006-08-12T07:40:51Z

Ummm
I don't know what to think anymore
about you that is

Let's just say i've hit that stage in my life where I just don't give a fuck about a lot of things anymore.

I just typed a whole paragraph but i just deleted it all
There's just some thoughts that are too personal for livejournal

Hmm well i'm out
PEACE

charlester @ 2006-08-08T10:02:00

2006-08-08T17:13:34Z

I really wish my computer in my room worked, cuz every time i wanna write something down in here it's in the middle of the night when i wanna get thoughts out but tehre is no one up nor around to get them out too.

I seriously think Livejournal jinxes me, whenever i write down something that i aspire to do, it never happens. What a bitch!!!

Anyways
good day everyone
PEACE

charlester @ 2006-07-27T19:08:00

2006-07-28T02:14:06Z

Wow
i find myself overbooking on plans tonight
But now i think i'm just gonna chill with ryley, whom i haven't seen in about.........2 weeks

I think i'm becoming pretty content with how things are going with my life currently
And i'm finding answers to my many unanswered questions

Well time to have fun
Peace

charlester @ 2006-07-24T17:12:00

2006-07-25T00:17:05Z

Is it jealousy??? Ya i'm sure it is, but let's not call it that
Let's call it hatred just cuz it makes me feel better.

Well this week should be entertainingly busy

and summer is almost over, what the fuck???
I wana get fucked up hardcore before it's over

PEACE

charlester @ 2006-07-16T22:58:00

2006-07-17T06:08:01Z

So summer school is finally over
i passed that shit with a 92 bitch

umm cousin is coming in this week
which means i gotta give up my room dammit
but i leave for Colorado the same day they arrive
for some gay ass wedding
FUN

several things have definitely changed so far this summer
i hope they all remain good, positive changes & not negatives ones that will put a damper on the rest of my summer

well that's all
peaceeeee

charlester @ 2006-07-11T06:58:00

2006-07-11T14:01:25Z

The latest trend seems to be everyone getting grounded
fucking losers

I get to go to Cozumel in either February or March
my parents said i can bring someone along
but i have no idea who
I want someone to go with me dammit

Hmm i'm gona be late for school
Thank God it ends this Thursday
and i can finally sleep every day for once

Hmm i'm goin on....4 days now i think
on that "promise"

well that;s all peace

charlester @ 2006-07-09T13:20:00

2006-07-09T20:25:17Z

Well
lastnight was something that i needed
even though beer is not my ideal choice of alcoholic beverage
Thank you Chris

And i also told myself that i would not put myself in a certain situation. Well i'm going back on my word & gonna do exactly what i told myself not to do

sometimes i just can't help myself though

p.s. I miss mi hermana!

charlester @ 2006-07-05T15:30:00

2006-07-05T22:31:09Z

BFF's??

charlester @ 2006-06-30T18:35:00

2006-07-01T01:35:58Z

She's starting to piss me off

FUCk i need a drink

charlester @ 2006-06-30T11:30:00

2006-06-30T18:33:02Z

i have no idea what i've been doing lately
i haven't been thinking about things at all
i'm just living life
and letting it take me to wherever

i'm just going with it
and honestly
i love it

but as a result
i've realized i am making extremely stupid decisions lately

maybe i'll do something about it
after summer ends

charlester @ 2006-06-25T17:31:00

2006-06-26T00:32:18Z

Charles Maez
there you go again
being a fucking whore

.....but i can't help it

Now i'm gonna leave to play in this lovely weather

peace

charlester @ 2006-06-24T11:43:00

2006-06-24T18:45:03Z

You'll be sorry when I'm gone

Fucker!

charlester @ 2006-06-15T13:27:00

2006-06-15T20:35:17Z

I have a lot of crap to dish out right now but i'm gonna keep my mouth shut right now.

HOW THE FUCK DO I GET DRESSCODED AT SUMMER SCHOOL! all those principals are fucking ridiculous.

I get bored with routine
I fucking hate it
This town is seriously dead

and i have a question
Is it possible to have so much hatred for someone but yet you love them at the same time?

hmm
peace

charlester @ 2006-05-30T22:47:00

2006-05-31T05:48:31Z

hmmm
tomorrow should be fun
so should the rest of the week, and the weekend

oooooh boyyyy

charlester @ 2006-05-15T22:31:00

2006-05-16T05:33:05Z

it's been awhile
i'll have a more interesting update when i actually feel like telling you people what's going on with me

charlester @ 2006-05-06T22:40:00

2006-05-07T05:42:16Z

The best thing happened to me today/tonight
i finally found the change i need

charlester @ 2006-05-03T22:32:00

2006-05-04T05:35:47Z

I better not be grounded this weekend

I really have no idea what to write
I think i'm turning into something that i don't wanan become

I realize there's a lot of people i miss talking too
and i actually like having a lot of friends/aquaintances
But the only ones that matter are the closest friends
I'm sure they know who they are

well i'm out
peacee

charlester @ 2006-04-26T21:08:00

2006-04-27T04:09:14Z

I hope i did the right thing today

charlester @ 2006-04-21T18:46:00

2006-04-22T01:49:35Z

"Prom" tonight, and all night, until tomorrow morning
shall be exciting

i'm gonna make this a good weekend

i have a feeling i'm gonna end up doing something really stupid in the near future
cuz everyone around me is being fucking stupid
ya well

peace

charlester @ 2006-04-17T20:35:00

2006-04-18T03:40:47Z

Underoath's new cd is finally coming out soon, in June, bout time they set a fucking date

my weekend was boring
This coming weekend won't be

Prom
parents out of town all weekend
party????
I wanna get drunk as fuck right now
and then fuck you! hahah no i'm kidding

well peace

charlester @ 2006-04-13T15:48:00

2006-04-13T22:56:19Z

Hello
It's been a few days

Parents have been getting on my bad side lately
I think everyone is getting on my bad side lately
Seriously i wanted to put down everyone today
Good thing i held back

I wanna try something new
I need a new change
Routine is boring me to death
I need someone to change my life
blah blah blah
I stop